Saturday, December 21, 2013

Stagnant Reflections


As I brushed off 
The six week old dust
Off the mirror the other day,
I was happily taken aback to see 
Myself a tad bit prettier, after weeks.

Funnily enough, I had made
The mistake of believing my
Reflection to be me.
Introspection's a better mirror, 
I reflected.
Why does one look into the mirror everyday?
To remind himself how, or rather who he is?
That opaque shard of glass 
Could never encompass
The zoetic surge of thoughts
That have gushed forth from me
Since the time I have existed.

I'm sure, the mirror pities 
It's own lack of identity.
Manipulated by reflections
Of a myriad kind,
The mirror manipulates us thus,
Mirroring us and itself 
In another way.
They thought this opaque shard of glass
Could contain the infinitude within us.
It has only mirrored the illusions 
We projected each time we looked into it.

I am only distanced from myself
Each time I seek to find myself
In that stagnant pool of perceptions.


What good is a mirror, which itself is under constant manipulation. 

Wednesday, December 18, 2013

The Eclipse


         -(Lights' Conversation with Darkness)
  Light said, 
"We're adversaries, maybe.
But I've come to see the possibility
That you are my shadow after all."

Darkness dawned, and said,

"And I thought you could see everything,
For you were light yourself.
Am I merely a fear, of your and mankind's?
(They think you could have no fears, either.)
I am also, Nature's nocturnal rhyme.
I exist, for you cannot make up for me.

An ever unraveling mystery,
I am humble, for I become
What the world makes of me.
You make the world see,
Little do they know,
They see the world 
Through the colours You colour them in.
I make them face fears,
Away from illusion-ed complacency,
With my silent presence giving them company.
From mere empirical sight,
I have given rise to vision/ imagination in them."

Oh, I am not here to seek pity.
I'm sure they wonder,
Why something like me,
Has existed as tenaciously as you.
I am not to be sought,
I am not light years away, 
I am the recourse within.
Truly, I had underestimated myself for long."

Light flickered a little,
To glow anew in realization, then said-
"I am the spotlight,
You're the impactful dot.
I comprise the glorious endings,"
Darkness said, 
"I am the prompt to the start."
Darkness beamed, said
"Dawn and dusk are but a 
Celebration of our synchronicity."
Light chipped in to continue,
"I begin to see things in a new light,
For I have acknowledged you,
And that is our victory."




From thinking of light and darkness as two opposites in perpetual contention, to realizing that the two exist because of each other. The very conversation attempts to break the notion of them being mere adversaries. Also, light is perceived here from different vantage points in the poem- If one sticks to the light- darkness adversary notion, then light itself has always been in fear of the dark. But light, being luminous as it is, cannot see the larger picture.  When light falls upon an object, we simply see it with our empirical senses, and believe it to be true- a big risk we're taking all the while. Darkness isn't necessarily literal here, it could stand for emptiness- which may thus not necessarily prompt fear, but introspection, or imagination. Hence the difference between sight and vision. Darkness seeks to be throned on no pedestal- it let's the world shape it in the way the world  likes to right now, giving them time to discover its real form, unlike light which has been venerated all along.

Friday, December 06, 2013

Across The Sky's Roof

For the lack of an apt photo for a while.


She'd swooshed by on her skates.
He'd seen her in her reflection that day
On his car’s rear view mirror,
For the first time ever.
The new neighbour, was she?

That very night, for the first time ever,
Both happened to be on their respective rooftops.
The clock had just scaled eleven.
Now that they’d seen each other,
Tonight's coincidence sufficed to make way 
For a rendezvous every night, thereafter.

He’d often be smiling his sheepish smile,
Panting for breath as he’d reach the terrace
While the clock would strike eleven,
A few heartbeats later.
Oh, but she would often already be there,
A teasing laughter on her lips,
A childlike smile in her eyes.
Relief followed by exultation in his heart.

And so, they’d be standing a lane's length apart,
United under the zoetic starry sky, every night hence.

You’d wonder, how both were somehow convinced,
That the other still believed
This nightly tryst 
Under the sky's roof to be a coincidence.

She'd light cigarette after another.
He'd pretend 
To be caressing his pet, 
Fast asleep.
Or some such silly thing.

How he’d wish the whiff of smoke from her cigarette
Would drift across to his terrace.
He’d imagine the wafting smoke
That’d emanate as she’d part her lips
To be a peek into her coy desires.
And many such cheesy things.

They hadn't exchanged a word till date.
Oh but they'd exchanged hearts that very first night.
She didn't even know his name yet
She'd wonder if he knew hers’?
'Has it ever mattered?' she'd think.
'I'm better off not knowing her name!'
Thinking a name could define her
Is to be silly', he’d think.

She was at his door one evening,
To hand over a letter, 
Mistakenly delivered at her home. 
Or so she said. Something he'd happily believed.
She'd slipped her heart along with the letter,
She later happily realized. 

The ensuing night lingered
Six and a half cigarettes longer,
The first time ever.

Fifteen evenings gone by since
She wouldn’t be seen.
He stayed for a brief bit on the sixteenth night.
Disappointed less, worried more.
Did she feel this silent encounter
Of their worlds had stayed silent too long?
Words could never suffice, didn't she know?
He went down to his room ruefully.
Oh but she’d reached just the terrace at that instant.

And they thought coincidences could only always favor them.

A few evenings later he saw her. 
Not veiled by the sepia-tinted street lights this time.
Nor in the crimson blush of that evening.
Decked in bridal finery
The vermilion vows on her forehead
Staring starkly at him like an exclamation mark.

And you thought coincidences could only always favor us,
Seemed to be the rhetoric she was throwing at him.

That night, his tattered heart 
Writhed in dead wakefulness on the rooftop.
Even now, he looks across 
At her absence, a presence in itself.



P.S - Two neighbours, who can't keep feeling that it's too soon to meet, to engage in the language of words, and dates. They're too happy, knowing they will see each other across the roof, every night, after the first coincident meet one night. This goes on for months, till she doesn't turn up for a few days, and the day she does muster up the courage to convey to him, that she would be married soon, is the day he turns up too, only to leave a tad bit early. A happy coincidence that they thought they continue turns tragic. Does he know she meant to tell? Does she still think, he'd forgotten her in that fifteen day span, so as to not up on the sixteenth? After all, they'd never exchanged words. 

Sunday, December 01, 2013

The Cosmic Consummation

K: So you think I'm just going to barge in 
And smear your lipstick? I have better things to do you know! 
You said you could wait, 
But this 5 minute time frame that I've spent staring
Into your eyes says otherwise.

 S: Yeah, let the romance build pace.

You think you'll make me impatient? 
I think its time to teach you perseverance. 

 K: Teach me perseverance? How? 

With your impatience? 
You know you rely on words too much.

S: You think words don't suffice? 

It's because actions and glances and gestures haven't been enough till today. 
Which is why the recourse to words. 
And I'll pen an eternity in this billet doux

 K: Haha eternity is a long long time ma'am. 

Trust me, these words wouldn't suffice. 
And if you think they can, well, we shall see.

S: The war of words began, they wrote down 

The deepest of their affections on that piece of paper. 
Affections that awoke, evoked with a new vigor 
As the sheet of paper rustled. 
He tugs at the paper as she hands it to him. 
She doesn't quite let go of it, 
unsure if she's handing over the right feelings.

 K: The room descended into sheer darkness 

As he got hold of the piece of emotion she held so dear. 
Even though he was unsure about where he was looking, 
He recognized the depth. The depth of her never ending eyes. 

S: The incessant, now faster dripping of water from the tap in the kitchen, 

Seemed to give vent to vivid sketches of our romance. 
You tossed the pen away thinking the ink dried up. 
The pen gave up, for my feelings had just welled up, 
Now seen as mere invisible traces on paper.

K: The traces you define as invisible, 
I'm not oblivious to them you know. 
Invisible they were meant to be, 
The pen did not stop writing without a reason you know.

S: The candles blew out as the sparks anew flew. 

He wrote, she heard and responded. 
It was dawn now, but their night had only begun, 
with the crescent moon and the hazy stars nodding approval, 
As they regretted not staying on to witness this cosmic consummation.

K: As she regretted the cosmos not being able to witness this consummation, 

He smiled with contempt for the candle light they shared till the morning sun came up. 
He smiled because he knew the universe had played it's cards 
For it's omnipresence was what had conspired this consummation in the first place. 


                                                                                                                 - Written by me & my friend Karan.