When should I write?
When boredom gets sculpted into motivation?
When a distracting thought
Bothers me long enough
To make me turn to it instead,
With ardent concentration -
Thereby perhaps making it
The topic of my next composition?
Should I risk completing that sad poem
I’d been working on for a month now,
When I’m in the best of spirits, today?
Should I try and imagine
What being happy sounds like,
In an unfamiliar milieu of words
For the sake of completing my poem,
Hoping it’ll lift my mood too?
Should I scribble away
The cold downpour of tears with
The harmless, vicarious vengeance of my pen,
The one thing I half-guiltily hold dear
When my anger endlessly battles with helplessness?
[Or are they not worth being
written about,
As many tongues would simultaneously utter?]
Must I write in a state of ecstatic frenzy?
Or could I have to leave that precious thought
Annoyed, hanging in mid-air,
When a trifling rush of new thoughts
Crashed my way, making me forget,
Why I was holding the pen in my hand,
after all.
Epilogue:
I think I must write now to find out,
Before the ink of my existence dries out.
Should I risk completing that sad poem
ReplyDeleteI’d been working on for a month now,
When I’m in the best of spirits, today?
Absolutely loved these lines.
I like the concept, shows the mark of a true writer. Reminds me of 'Ode to The Westwind' by Shelley - the structure.
The third stanza showcases pain and reflects depth. Found it interesting. Nice rhyming ..
Epilogue - Kickass! **Thumbs up**
Keep writing,
All the best.