A poem composed three years back.

This poem is about what every teenager undergoes, when the passions of love and infatuation arise in them.




ENDLESS   WAIT

Oh ! It pines me so,

That There exists not a soul whose God lies in me..

How I long to be loved and treasured in a  lover's heart !!

I would love him too in return- devote to him

   my every heart beat.

I experience a joy both sweet and bitter;

When I hear of true love stories.

Sweet, for I'm happy that true love still exists-

And bitter for I have no one to love me as others have,

It grieves me, causes misery.

They say in love, everything is

 So sweet, so pure !!!

I firmly wish to experience such love, even if it provides me

  no comfort or happiness azure  !

For I know , my soulmate will love

    me forever,

This is just what I need, friend- I have no

    other wants whatsoever .

My sweetheart, will be there with me

    through thick & thin.

Hold my hand at every step, like God,

  and abhor me from sin.

My thirst for love has driven me so far,

   It has given me infinite strength

                   Divine power. .

I hope & believe, someday I will find love

         that I have striven for,

Amidst  this hope, tears fall on my cheeks,

As my mind nestles in it doubtful &

                   sad thoughts .

I have waited so long, I may have to wait

                  further more.

My faith sinking , I cannot hold back further,

    I muse, with my eyes closed.

Patience & faith, will make me a winner,

                   I assure myself,

I'll be in my lover's arms admiring the

              divinity of love,

Trapping the blissful moment in my heart,

           wanting it never to end.

I am searching for the one who would

             love me.

Imagining my life, how joyful & complete

        would it then be.

This endless wait kills me so, dampening

           my hope & fervour.

Only the love I have longed for, makes me believe

 the love I have longed for will come to

            be mine- Forever .